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2010-03-19T07:33:00.001-07:00

hello fellow netcitizens:)

i have moved to tumblr
but i will try my best *no promises*
to update here from time to time bah

so here's the link to my tumblr:)
xoxoxoza.tumblr.com
have fun :)
if u could go in, wa salute sama lu :D
hehe
but at the same time if u want, just ask ok?
u will get what i mean when u go there
*flash my pearlie white tooths

with lots of love
zanna :)

2010-02-15T09:55:00.000-08:00

ultimate random:)
have fun watching

2010-02-13T08:15:00.000-08:00

push play has been on repeat:)
awesome band
but school boy humor is also very addictive
very nice

creativity&innovation exam was plain nonsense
no point allocation for each sub-qn
how do i know how much im required to write?

little meetup with jp was also great:)
catch up for a while.

airport trip was worth the time
&& the meet at up at vivo was great
bk rocks
:)

what else.
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR & HAPPY VALENTINES to y'all
:D
pineapple tarts:)

2010-02-10T10:04:00.000-08:00

typinglikethisalsonotbadah.
veryfun.
nowonderjpdidthis.
letsseehowlongucouldlastlongreadingthiswithoutuconplaining:)

socreativity&innovationtestistoday.
exactly12hourstime.
itreallydoesntmakesensememorizingallthisbs.
crapshit.

ohicantwaittomeetjptoday
&icantwaittomeetjo,vimi&auntythissat
&&ihopethatnextfridaywouldhappen.
allfiveofusmeetupforlunchatpastamania/pizzahut
shioklaseh
akurinduyouallla

hmmswhatelse
ohhh,nomoreprojectsdued
yesah
sonowstudymode
mugmugmugmugmugmugmuglikenobodybusiness
mustmakemygpahigher

imhungry

imgladthatgarrettismakingasskickingfunnyvideoonbuzznet&youtube
thankyoulove
makesmesmile&laughlikearetard
pleasedokeepitup
imexcitedforthenextvideotheyaremaking
moresavagevideotoo
causeilikealot:)

thebandpushplayisawesomeman
superniceilike
gotomyspace.com/pushplayrox
toheartheirmusiq

anywhooos,
nightearthlings:)
smilealways

glitter in the air

2010-02-10T10:02:00.000-08:00

Have you ever fed a lover with just your hands?
Close your eyes and trust it, just trust it
Have you ever thrown a fist full of glitter in the air?
Have you ever looked fear in the face
And said I just don't care

It's only half past the point of no return
The tip of the ice burg
The sun before the burn
The thunder before lightning
The breath before the freeze
Have you ever felt this way?

Have you ever hated yourself for staring at the phone?
You're whole life waiting on the ring to prove you're not alone
Have you ever been touch so gently you had to cry?
Have you ever invited a stranger to come inside?

It's only half past the point of oblivion
The hourglass on the table
The walk before the run
The breathe before the kiss
And the fear before the flames
Have you ever felt this way?

(La la la la la la la la)

There you are, sitting in the garden
Clutching my coffee
Calling me sugar
You called me sugar

Have you ever wished for an endless night?
Lassoed the moon and the stars and pulled that rope tight
Have you ever held your breathe and asked yourself will it ever get better than tonight?
Tonight

2010-02-02T08:58:00.000-08:00

happy birthday patty cakes

may this year be an ass-kick year

more tours pretty please:)

heart many many many :D

2010-02-02T07:35:00.000-08:00

this spamming thing at FB is \m/
lets keep it up
it keeps my mood uber happy
wanted to be emo but it all change
crazy classmates
make me laugh like mad woman
dinner was yummz :)

yay
finally done with proj
\m/
thanx atikah & yaya for the help:)
2 down, 1 more to go
i so need help in my pcb thing :/
im so tempted to go sim lim square to ask some uncle fix my circuit
i suck at this

confirm tmr JO will go -.- '''
when she sees my status :)

today csi was sick & women murder club shiok:)

so i cant PARTAY today
:(
but i can have a mini-party tmr:)
meet my JP:)
<3 . <3

2010-02-01T08:35:00.000-08:00

i kinda like how the conver in fb is going :)
ultimate randomness
hehe:D

2010-02-01T07:42:00.000-08:00

today was another awesome day
shopped today:)
i like & i love my buys especially the identical rings:)
im such a bad influence

brosnan is sexy :)

tmr can PARTAY hard
\m/
best ah
who want to crash?
:D

i wanna watch tonnes of movies
first on the list DEAR JOHN- hot hot hot hot channing tatum :) * sizzles
& valentines day
anyone?

i dont know if what larry said just now supposed to be something good
its nice to hear that
but at the same time ...............
aiya
dont even want to think about it
dam u W

2010-01-31T09:18:00.000-08:00

sat was kick-ass awesome:)
sun & beach & friends & daisies
what more can i ask for
:D
can we have more outing like this?
i think im sort of tan but i want to be more tan-er
cant put double n
later someone ah would grin like goofball
haha :)
speaking about sat
i had tonnes of fun:)
from frisbee playing to hitting minahs to stealing ice from 7eleven to walking around sentosa barefooted t0 chilling around.
but dinner was the highlight of the day
i like
super shoik
teasing each other:)
giving jo ideas
random talk
nice:)
thankyous girls for an enjoyable sat:)
i heart u many many
MUST update each other ok?
:D)))))

i want to try play kickball
lots super fun from the we the kings video
haha
travis being bullied
scoot was hot:)

nabs when want to go sentosa?
go that photograhy exbition?

i wonder how HAO looks like without braces
now i make me wonder how JP will look like without braces
why can braces be premanent things that is unchargeable?

hold your head high heavy heart
so take a chance and make it big
"cause its the last you'll ever get"
if we dont make it,when do we make it
i make plans to break plans
and i have been planning something big
planning something big
planning

2010-01-19T10:36:00.000-08:00

LOLZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

2010-01-19T10:16:00.000-08:00

today was an ok day
it was filled with lots of laughter
well that the 2nd half of the day
the hospital visit
we shld be bardut
the hospital ought to employ us
we make ppl smile & laugh big time:)
oh some ppl should stop freaking me out at the hospital
i seriously thought i was seeing uuuuuuuuuuuuu:/

nabs- lets clown around again ok? kata dasar bardut:)

atikah
get well soon ok
or else i will fight with security again
& demand your release :)

i hope this sat we all can go swimming
i need my sun dosage
not to forget my happy pills
&& hope that we dont turn all lobster-ish

jiayous my love
just hang in there
in a few more months
its going to be a new start of the chapter ok
then u say so long suckers till we meet again
in which i doubt we will meet again
ok?
&& always be in ass-kicking mode ok

2010-01-18T07:36:00.000-08:00

aftermath by adam lambert
take a listen

meetup with girls & william was great
pizza hut
awesomezxzxzxzxzxzxzxzx
make miss my cheese-crazed classmates
its been some time since our gang went there to meet my favourite girl:)
oh im not less ok
perfectly straight:)
ohhhh i want to buy that top i saw at g2000
very nice leh
girls, we go shopping one day ok?
im really itching to shopping:)
chinese new year around the corner u know:D

now i wanna go ...
i cant tell u cause its my secret place to vacation
only between me & nabzz
super nice
very romantic leh
hotstuffff :D

2010-01-12T08:36:00.000-08:00

SIANXZXZXZXZXZXZ
lab test tmr
oh no

i feel like im in a bubble
floating around
woooooooooooahhh
very high

what else
i need soccer soooooooooooooooooooon

& the sun to be on my side
mother nature stop moodswinging around
please bring the sun out
&& unfreeze those in freezing cold places
pretty pretty pretty please
*give sad puppy look

2010-01-10T07:34:00.000-08:00

wahhhh
its been some time since i felt super happy
dont know why
meet up with jinpei
had a nice talk with her
i felt so light after talking:)
that msg she send made me smile big big
the meet up was worthwhile even thou i was super tired
the walk from dg to beach road completed the night:)
syiok :) with boys like girls, every avenue & a rocket to the moon playing

i want this
its only going to be sold only on 12/01/2010
only 50 pieces
what are the odd of getting them:/
wonder what the maine have installed for me in their new merch

jinpei, my love
yes yes we shall make it an official thing each month.
makan ice-cream & catch up
of course i will spam u :)
all the best ok:)
u know u have me & the girls & kkkk group right?
just follow your heart
dont care of the odd
u will make it thru

get up and go
take a chance and be strong
or you could be spend your whole life holding on
dont look back just go
take a breath move along
or you could be spend your whole life holding on
you could spend your whole life holding on

2010-01-04T07:09:00.000-08:00

life of the party by A ROCKET TO THE MOON
is on replay mode today:)
keeps my spirits up

this is for those who are broken hearted
i hope it help in a way as it has helped me
lets have our head held up high
take bold little steps forward
& dont look back
JIAYOUS

2010-01-03T08:33:00.000-08:00

whats your new year resolutions?
me wanna know:)
i dont even know whats my new year resolutions
i have to get back to this another time then
hehe :D

2010-01-03T07:55:00.000-08:00

meet up was awesome
fries and ice-cream best combo \m/
haha
jinpei knows me best cause im her best favourite:)
vimi i know u jealous
bad hinters:X

get well soon jinpei:)

meet koalie:)
thank yous for your gift
im going to jot a lil bit of things in when i feel like
im going to use the cuff to sch everyday - provided it match my outfit :D
i have yet to take the pic of the bangles jo bought

anyway
all the best for the start of the new term
cant wait to see my classmates
felt so good to hear their voice over the phone when i came back :)
\m/

&&& i want my book
PAT stop teasing by putting sneak-peaks of the book

&&&& i want my money
sch pls do hurry

Oh boys these nights are dull
I wish that I could spend them with you
I'm looking at this wall
Repeating "boy I love you"
Just take your pick
They're all the same
These things that you are telling me
Can't really show me how you feel
I'm breaking down
I'm falling down
But now I'm breathing
And now I am scared to move
don't listen to a word I tell you
Just take me by my hand
if only you knew what ran in my mind
each time its bedtime

the worse is to actually to see your look-alike standing behind me the other day
the awkward silence
i dont even want to think about it
but its on replay mode
u ass

2009-12-21T22:31:00.000-08:00

is me or it just the weather
hot then cold
cold then hot
*sings katy perry hot n' cold

i cant wait to meet my girls on the 2 jan:)
super excited
catch up time:)))))
i bring camera
we cam-whore ;)

leaving in 2 1/2 hours time:)

anyhoooooos
happy advance christmas to you all
& will see u when i see u:)

PS: thanks for the bracelet/cuff vimi:)

bbq seafood here i come :D

2009-12-19T10:20:00.000-08:00

that sums everything
if only u knew

2009-12-10T08:13:00.000-08:00

i took a picture of a boy i once knew
i kept it here incase i'd run into you
the look on your face could light up a
room but instead you left

2009-12-08T11:25:00.001-08:00

this is unhealthy
staying up until 3 in the morning
this is bad
really bad
:/
staying up late should be study time but nothing is going into my brain

you shouldn't even show yourself up
you just make me happy then gloomy
how the hell is this make making it easier for me
to concentrate on studies
you ass
hmmmphs

2009-12-08T06:50:00.000-08:00

common test is officially starting next week
this time only 3 papers:/
a mix of yay and nay
more difficult than last sem
but jiayous

i want to go back malaysia
but i guess i will it a pass
:/

but im HAPPY:)

2009-11-30T12:00:00.000-08:00

u turned 23 and i never knew
im such a loser

2009-11-30T11:34:00.000-08:00

hello earthlings
its 3.36 am in the morning
& im still up awake
i know i have been neglecting this blog so quite some time
i hope alls well:)
exams are in twoweeks time
:?
unprepared
totally unprepared

2009-11-17T07:19:00.000-08:00

ok there is something wrong
i cant post up video links here
:(((
i wanted to do the video outload today:(
boohooos

2009-11-09T08:20:00.000-08:00

cause you will always be my sunshine and my sunflower
no matter what life has installed for me
be it be in the stormiest weather or the sunniest weather

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY ME LOVELY JINPEI
may u blessed in everything u do
i love you many many many
:)))))))))

2009-11-09T08:03:00.000-08:00

i want to meet up with lovely ladies

cause i miss you all :(((

meet up soon please pretty pretty please

2009-11-01T08:07:00.000-08:00

MAKE ME SMILE love

the maine looked wicked awesome
yay

OMG pat is no longer pat
hes patricia:)
he seriously looked like katie homes- tom cruise wife
he really looks like a girl at first glance
haha
make me smile big big
its a major improvement from his previous costume
:)))

anyhoo
girls set aside a date, so we can all catch up :)
then i could also bake cupcakes:)

its never too difficult for u to please me
as long as it from the bottom your heart
im grateful
if only u knew
cause trying to hard is just annother minus point

2009-10-25T07:35:00.000-07:00

im really happy:)
extremely happy when i see my girlfriends happy with their life
at least i know that they are ok since we dont meet up often
meet up soon ya

one week of school past fast
more proj and less exams:)
yay
finally i liked a module-engineering drawing at least it allow me to draw
can sidetrack to work as draftswomen
means can do interior designing:)

anyhoooos i hope everyones well
&& all the best for all those taking olevel

2009-10-20T12:43:00.000-07:00

schs alright.
its nice to see familiar faces again:)
going to bball with classmates today
hotstuff:)

lets see how it goes
if it happens-yay
if it doesnt, its alright at least i gave it a try
im one tough cookie:)

2009-10-18T09:46:00.000-07:00

omg school is going to start in afew hours time
:/
its going to be super pack for mon's timetable 8-5
dang
nevermind, i have got kick-ass classmates who will make me forget about the time:)

i am pretty upset cause i lost my earring and bangle all in one day.
&&& they are all my signature jewelry pieces which i use for sch:(
something is not right:((((

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I want to chase
You're the one I want to hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
should i or not?

2009-10-14T09:19:00.000-07:00

i like it when they dance:)

hearts
&& they are touring with boys like girls
awesome shit:)
they make me happy
EXTRA HAPPY.
they are touring with boyslikegirls:)

speaking of touring, bsb are coming back next year jan:))
ooooh
me want to go
jinpei wanna go?
hot stuff
maybe brian might bring baylee
i saw a clip on youtube of them performing for f1 rocks
they sound awesome live

moving on
i want this tee
they are sweet looking tees but they are only sold in US:(
and there are only 100 of it available:((
must pre-order
19.99 bucks not including shipping:/

&& i stumble upon this pic on dirk mai's site

a picture of himself
i like how black & white photograph have a kinda bigger impact on telling a story without words
ts simple but at the same time its sophisticated
im going to experiment with my camera:) to take black and white photos
plus dad got me 2 sweet photography magazines:)
awesomezzzzzzzzzzz
one of it was black and white photography and the other is nature photography choosen by dad
:)))
&&& fish eye lenses are temptingly expensive

recapp
101009
was supposed to be 2e3 gathering
but attendance was extremely poor
tsk tsk
but at least we are 3 girls had fun catching up & taking lots of pics
pictures are at fb
go look and see how much fun u guys have missed out
hahahah
nvm
next time there is gathering u guys better be present ok
next gathering would be probably during our breaks

121009
sunnyless fun at sentosa
no pics since i didnt bring my cam
lazy la
plus i baked cuppycakes for them:)
yummmmzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
had tonnes of fun
from playing soccer,frisbee,sands, sneaking to the resort to bathe in hot water,roller blading,eating bk to ...
basically fun la
room 216 hahah

whatelse
hmmms
jinpei is coming back from aussy mate soon:)))
well i guess thats all for today till i have any new things to update:)))

2009-10-09T12:51:00.000-07:00

lately things have been rather rough
but im strong
im not complaining about it
JIAYOUS
:)
i just need some time alone
so if u see me doing nothing, just leave me as i am
i hope next week's trip to malaysia will set
cause i need a breather & i miss being there:)
just relax
im hoping that its just going to be just me and them
especially when i was just 30 mins away from them when i was in malaysia for sch trip
it was tough

dear stranger
i have been wanting to see u an email to tell u that i wanna take back my words
cause its only after u left that i realised that i have lose someone close to my heart go away
its has taken me 2 years to move over and given relationships the green light
& now i want u to be the one i wanna be with
despites the differences
im wanna give this a try
if only u knew stranger
dont bother reading it

2009-10-02T09:27:00.000-07:00

cute by stephen jerzak

its been sometime since i blogged
well been busy.
not really that busy busy busy kind of busy
just being an owl
staying up late:)
its the vacation time anyway

so let me recall what i have been up to lately
let me get my calendar
im rather forgetfull lately

25-27 sept
my aunty and cousin came all the way from kl
woots
i have a fun time with them around
bought them makan:)
western food.satay.fried rice.hotplate.
yummx
what else.
ohh we were very very close to fighting with the bus criver cause they left our dearest aunty n cousin at the causeway.
the driver drove away after being confronted by mummy.
he has the guilty look.
hah
dad said that if he was there, he would probably punched the man

28 sept
jalan raya with fellow classmates.
walked alot
by the last house i gave up
i took the bus and walked home barefooted.
high heels aint easy to walk in especially u have non-stop walkings to do

29 sept
had to send a bike to a shop.
i know some ppl would prolly be laughing
wouldnt want to talk about it
ohh
jolynn/kelynn/mishell/william birthday bash
had fun:)
made new friends
girls-lets make our trip to genting a success then we can head off to bali:)
awesomezzz
pictures will be uploaded soon
i cant find the cable

1 oct
childrens' day & mishell's birthday
happy 18 birthday :)
may u grw grw grw:)
then i was dinner with fellow classmate carpenter street
must try the turkish ice-cream
nice
atmosphere was nice:)

so what next?
tmr-airport
101009-sentosa
121009-sentosa

what else?
i want to go back malaysia
anyone up for it?

2009-09-23T13:28:00.001-07:00

Watching Matilda makes me wanna eat chico fudge
Sinfully yummy:)

Update later that's provided I have the mood to do so

2009-09-21T04:22:00.000-07:00

selamat hari raya:)
anyways just going to be just a pictorial post today:)

aint she cute?

just us girls:)

my fave shot of the day:)

for those whom i owe pics,

do find me at msn ok

2009-09-16T08:02:00.000-07:00

have a laugh :)

anyhoos,
as promised
here are the pics for my newly-painted walls:P

i have yet to add more scribbles on it

haha been busy cleaning

&& i found this

super time agozzzzzz

cass's work of art

haha

kinda miss 4e2 07'

anyone wanna organise a get together?

like put the past away & just catch up

mag write-ups about recommended makan area are so contradicting

today my classmates & i went to eat at this makan place at bishan la

since it was recommended by our local mag

dang

its super opp

its not even like what it was portrayed by the mag

its a coffeeshop kinda shop

dang

wasted my money

cause my food had plastic bits in it

asss

super pissed cause they only offered apology

whats the point

waste money & time go there

moving on

fuck all this shit about favoring your attention on other people rather than your own skin & blood

u ppl make me sick fucking sick

2009-09-14T11:44:00.000-07:00

ok blogger is being an ass yet again
hah

been busy since hari raya is around the corner:)
mixed feelings la
like i cant wait but at the same time not long forward
such contradicting mind
tsk tsk

i happy to announce that i have painted a part of my room all by myself with a little help from sis
that slacker.
:) super happy but parents suggest i repaint my room after i was done painting
hmms, will decide again i guess
post the pics soon

checklist for this week
forms to send to sch-
paint walls-check
clean the cd-rack - check
clean bedroom- check

have yet to be done checklist
curtains
clean studyroom
vacuum
mop

&& someone boycott
just because someone got only a tee
tsk tsk
lames

&&& recently my eyesight is really bad
something is not right X:

oh blue-eyed giant come back
cause je m'ennuie de toi

2009-09-12T07:13:00.000-07:00

back from outer space
haha
kl trip was fun stuff:)
turns out that jp's friend was also there for the trip
hah
im happy with my buys there:)))
i could have been more happier if i had more money & time to shop
i regret not getting that panda tee :(

ohhh, furnitures have arrived:)
gosh.
means that i got cleaning duties to do cause hari raya is around the corner
i kinda dont feel like doing it
whats the point of dolling the whole house when no one comes over?
fuck la
no use blabbering about it

moving on
i cant wait for 29:)

2009-09-05T10:19:00.000-07:00

exactly 4 more days yaw
hmms.
lets hope the best from it
i seriously think its like a joke from the travel agency on what they have planned for us
more leisure than edu
mummy's pissed when she got to know the plans especially when there is a nonya buffet
she said if it was 3 days in Malacca.
she knows what im going to do.
crash gate uncles place since we were allow to venture from 5 til 11
hah
make me miss them alot
):

ohh ya
im planning for 2e3 gathering:)
miss them all
time to catch up like big time :)

2009-09-03T07:37:00.000-07:00

i just realised that my playlist doesnt play any music :(
boohoos
BORING

in 5 days
i will be in kl:)
cant wait for the trip but i really cant believe that nas might not be going:X
due to the visa thingy
i seriously hope that they would allow if i ask for 3 in a room
since i got no roommate
*fingers crossed

Different faces, different places yeah
We could try, oh yeah we could try

2009-09-01T08:32:00.000-07:00

all right i have not been updating
its time i bring u out to see the world
dear friend

well blogger is an ass now cause i cant upload the pics
i know its kinda overdue
promise i will uploud when blogger decides not to be an ass

so today i welcome the my 6 week of hols with open arms
:)
so the first two weeks are filled:)
from kl trip to just relax time
&& meet ups with my lovely girls
i cant wait til i meet up with them

ohhh i found some nicely weirdly done video
something i dont really expect.
& ignore the girls in the video.britney is hot unlike them lo

i notice something about screamo bands
no matter which bands who do screamos
they all some sounded the same

ohhhh &&& this is my new fav band:)
but the maine will still be at the top of the list

go here for the orig video
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sfH7It-VKA0&feature=PlayList&p=E433CCC4D651E1D5&playnext=1&playnext_from=PL&index=4

&& this video
i like

2009-08-19T14:01:00.000-07:00

5 more days to exams.
:X
airport is like my new home.
mugging with fellow classmates
more like fellow pandas.
eye bags are like appearing like O.O
:/
but at least im mugging & letting my eye do the talking
haha

random notes
beautiful eyes
tall giant
love at first sight
laughter fill-rooms
blasting music
noisy people with horrendous laughter
beating each other scores
AM with a bicycle
refugee
-.^
be with you
orange lights
leaving
orange jumpsuits
waterfountain
suitcase
zebra-print luggage
walking zombie

2009-08-17T11:15:00.000-07:00

sleepless nights
so here iam at airport macs with the girls.
dangs
trying to study but too tired

2009-08-15T10:41:00.000-07:00

i have trouble sleeping these days
i only go bed after 2 or 3 or 4 in the morning
doing nothing productive

goshhh
at the rate im going.
i really dont know where im really aiming to go
especially when exams are around the corner
://///

any advice?

yes/no?
take a pick

2009-08-11T08:48:00.000-07:00

today was awesomezzzzzzzzzzz
yay
yummy jap food:)
everyone ate til we were bloated
like really bloated

anyhoos
should i or should i not?

why that bad dream?

i need cash.i need a job like badly. anyone?

2009-08-10T07:13:00.000-07:00

ok i take back my words
im staying at here to bloggy:)
since its back to normal
yes ah

anyhoos
happy 17th birthday nabby
may u get an AM soon ya:)
smiles

i had a blast bbq-ing with nabby's family and fellow classmates
yay
fun stuff
hariss is super cute:)

lots of pictures to be uploaded
from larry's birthday bash & ytd bbq/birthday celebrations

perhaps i will upload the pics at fb
so go there & view
for those who dont have fb, please do make any account
u know who you are

&& i finally clean my room
yay
no more dusty cause all the bears when for the washy machiny
to have a tumblering fun bubble bath

i miss my girls
lets meet up:)
need laughter dosage from you guys

ohhh there is so many plans for september
from nas&zul birthday which is back to back - feeling that the evil feeling is around huahahahaha
to night cycling which in the planning
to one-star kayaking thingy
to kl trip with fellow schoolmate which is during the fasting. god is testing me
to hari raya

&& i heard they are coming over
hmms
im really looking forward to it
its going to be their first time to visit us
ohhh
cant wait
hurry come over ok
please do tell me which day so i can keep myself free for u guys
:X

nights
* roars

2009-08-04T08:12:00.000-07:00

blogger is an ass
i cant upload pics
im really considering tumblr instead

i like today lots
cause its susanna & johnoh's birthday:)
we had a blast celebrating it at pizza hut
we really own this place
ohh we all have an obession with CHEESE
yumo
pics are at facebook

so happy 18 birthday sue & happy 21 birthday johnoh:)
i love u

nights everyone

im going to clear my thoughts

2009-07-28T06:43:00.000-07:00

so ytd was presentation day
so i wore heels
thats probably the reason why it rain
teacher said i was a natural & i took a solid 6 mins of talking
yay

so one presentation day one more to go
just another day of formal clothes
:x
im looking forward to seeing my fellow classmates in formal clothes
:)))

hmms what else

oh i was at art friend to today to get art stuff
i was charged 41 bucks for my "materials"
what the hell i did i spent on
i had to look thru the receipt man
turns out that there was some 26 buck item which i didnt buy
:X
how much could some arcylic paint and wooden alphabets cost?
its just basically cost only 15 bucks
darn
scare me only

what else
ohhhhh torres is hot
but i think alonso is more hotter

&& i get itimidated by tall people
like what happen in the mrt today

&&& i miss my girls
i wanna meet up with you girls

:XX
lets close a chapter and open a new chapter

but i dont want your dollar bills
i just want something real
"cause nothing's free,except a loving me"

2009-07-19T10:12:00.000-07:00

yay Owen scored for his debut against Malaysia
that's the bestest Sunday morning news
i have heard in along time :)

a yummylicious meal after a week of eating rubbish
yum
nothing beats home-cooked food made with love:)

& im happy with what mum bought for me :)
she was telling me that there was sale.
50% some more
change to sg currency uber worth it
now i wanna go malaysia & shop til i drop :/

anywoooooooooot
i have been rather bus-ayyyyyyyyyye lately
I'm sorry girls i didn't make text u guys about the plan to meet up
especially jinpei.im so sorry babe
if u were to see the state i was in on Friday, u will shock.
due to proj, i slept on tues 5am,wed 4am & thurs 3am
no fun at all
ARGHHH
someone had to suck my blood to the core manx
i was in hallucination & ultra grumpy mood on Friday
ipod=red bean
naza=zanna
:X

im so looking for this week
to see what kind of shit can be cropped up.

so anyone want to try me
do take a q number ok
i look forward to seeing u

ohhh& go to here
www.zaaaaa-osh.blogspot.com
& tell me what u think:)

2009-07-09T08:47:00.000-07:00

happy 1 year max & csws
csws deluxe album can already be pre-order.
i want but itunes a bitch

anywoot,i so want

the peace-themaine necklaces which is nicely packed in a cd case
&& the hurley lanyard
i want!!!!
but they are only available in at warped tour which is a thousand thousand miles away):
why???

move aside
my fave shots:)
pigeons

im looking forward for our meetup:)

2009-07-04T10:57:00.000-07:00

touch my hand & already gone is playing in my mind

so the other day my dear jinpei send me a sweet msg:)
its made me realised that its been a very long long time since we girls last catch up & meet up
&& i miss u guys alot
we sure have alot of time to catch up & tease one another:)
like we always do
lets meet up soon ok
the last i rmb was extreme tanning/swimming?
make one of your weekends free so we could hit the beach:)
cause no matter how drained i am, you guys make me full-charged with the dosage of laughter,smile,gossip&just everything
ohh,did i tell u i miss pandan bread with nutella?
ohh & i got something to tell you guys too

& there is another bunch of girls whom i dearly miss
my nepaleses who are back in nepal
eversince they went back, i have not eaten nepalese crusine nor baked cupcakes
i do miss them alot
i too miss the crazy moment where sumo&pabby with fight in the middle of the road,getting kicked out of the lib for being noisy,always being late to sch & doing the jog together,just everything
one thing i miss is the late night we had after going everest kitchen
where we will do retarded thing by the road the clapclap singsing thing , seeing them drunk
& most of all our lame jokes
i miss hearing them sing wheels on the bus go round&round
&& all six of us in the back of annie's dad's car
everytime i pass everest kitchen, i remind me of u guys alot

&& i love/miss you girls alot

i just read the whatever u wanna write about me
its make me smile big big
zanna fierce
haha

so wrap me in up in your love,boy
yeah just wrap me in your love
oh,i cant stop,with my love cant make you stay
and wrap me in up in your love

2009-07-04T02:26:00.000-07:00

no mood

2009-06-28T05:48:00.000-07:00

when i hit the ground by the ace enders:)
but pour some sugar on me by the maine (def lep cover) is more awesome
so old sch:)
try to take a listen

im still deciding if i should buy the maine delux album
cause there is a documentary on that album:)
hmms

anyhoos
i need to get going with my projs
&& i got to wake up early for elearning

2009-06-27T08:47:00.000-07:00

malacca trip was ok
fun:)
just basically back to nature
celebrate my birthday differently this year
out of the country with my grandma&uncles
&& BBQ food
yumos
wanted to extend to a week but i had class BBQ the next day
anyway meet ryan:)

cutely awesome ah beng-ish
his older brother calls his lion

meet my classmates:)
fun yaw

the maine are probably rocking it out on the first day at warped tour
i really like their tent:)

the outside of the tent

the inside of the tent
please zoom into the shorts

i so want this shorts like badly
is in the perfect combo of colors
&& the teees on sale are NICE

&& they coolify this i partay with john ohh shirt

so i wish the boys all the best
& hopely john will not break any more bones like the previous tour
&& not get sick on the bus

i could get someone to buy me that pair of shorts
but i guess its alright

&& im still debating if i should get that boxers man

&& v, G really exist in universe

2009-06-14T06:33:00.000-07:00

keshu darling's long over due pictures
these were the best picture cause the rest were just him giving 'fascinated-by-the-red-light' look

move on
my lovely girls suprised me by coming over to my sch when im hyperly hyper
so let the pictures do the talking

yummos

i like
they were gorgeous looking but i forgot to take the a picture of it

i love alot
they make my class guys jealousy
thanx v & family

gift from mojo jojo
i love:)

&& the hand-drawn card by jo
i so love:)
so much details
must have taken a very very long time to complete

so this is to you guys:)

ohhh ya
im leaving for malaysia tmr morning
i guess i will come back on my birthday itself
so anything just msg me
then on the next day, BBQ
they are so going to sabo me badly
chicken or mutton?

&& im not done packing my bag or email-ing yet

last pic:)

2009-06-10T06:14:00.000-07:00

ohhh lalala
exactly one more week til legally 18:)
&& exactly 4 more days til MALACCA trip:)
&&& exactly a few more days til break:)
yay
what more could i ask for
except that the girls would have to wait for sometime before heading to sentosa

plus the past week was ultra sweet
SMILES BIG BIG
surprises after suprises
first the man u jacket
now the card,cake,flower & necklaces
im super touched
cause it like a pre-PARTAY!!!!!
thank yous girls for making my day
im sure u have made friends with my classmates
:)))))))))))))))))))))

im going to take french in sem 2 :)
i hope i get it

2009-06-02T08:04:00.000-07:00

PD project is going to be pretty dued soon
not saying about the parachute proj dued this Monday
i so need go snap snap pictures for my PD proj
anyone care to be my models?
or have a special occasion to be captured but no one to take
do tell me ok
i will try, no promises.

PS:Hanan when u want bring to makan at the railway
PSS:girls when are we going to meet up? i need to snap snap u guys for my PD proj

i want to go back Malaysia
i want to go to the railway track
i want to waffles with ice-cream
i want to eat peach yogurt

2009-05-27T09:12:00.000-07:00

i have been busy this week
cause of com skill
presentation is on this friday
we had to redo ours
& sport bonding session was awesome

now i know how cab ride are forever tempting
guilty as charge
speaking of cab
today i was actually early for sch
but my dad had to complain about my dressing
hello what wrong of a black skirt & white tee?
just because it was a bit transparent,i was ordered to change
i had to iron a new skirt
causing time to pass to fly
then then
i had to take a cab to school:(
money fly
its was late la
i had to wait a long time cause there was this lady took my cab
so i had to wait a long time for another cab
while waiting there was this lady with an angmo guy la hugging & waiting for a cab
so when a cab came i flagged it
while it was stopping she wanted to take my cab
that ass
ARGGHHHHH
so i look at my watch & gave the ang mo my 'i.came.here.first.&.your.girlfriend.is.an.ass" look
thank goodness he understand
so he said she came in first & held her arms
come on la, u were busy hugging to notice

can u imagine if he wasnt there
i would probably be fighting at the roadside man
over a cab

sometimes i get really angry on how asian behaves when they are out with their angmo partners
not sounding like some crazy stereo-type ok
how ever u spell it
its like they forget their asian roots and think that they are some big shot when they are out with angmo
however there are some who are extremely nice

feels good to vent it
phewwww.

should i go badminton tmr
or go to the apt
or v's place

anyway night night
:)

i guess i was wrong to mail
you were there to fool around again
like you always do
rest assured
my hearts with someone else now
just go & not turn back
take your leave now
im not going to fall for it
for the second time
just to have it crushed again
by you
go & live your own life
i dont need you poking into my life again

2009-05-24T07:59:00.000-07:00

boredom during break
everyone is going gaga over tap tap tap revenge in my class
i forsee more ipod touches in class
& more champion moments.
cause sue& me kick ass:)))

&& someone is going to visit me in sch on friday
cant wait:))
macds?

i want waffles with vanilla ice-cream topping
anyone?

&&& mom say we are going to have a open house soon
:)))
yay
means old-friends meetup & ECC0902 are going to be coming over
super excited
im so going to miss my nepaleses gang filling the atmosphere
i hope they are doing good at nepal
talking about them, mom also misses seeing them at the interchange after school

anyway moving away from that
night night

idont know if it thats the best decision
so fingers crossed
im learning to trust my heart again
i hope its not a wasted effort
so dont make regret this decision
but at the same time is it fair for me?
u can & go as & when u want
i feel very angry
are going to it again?
or it just for the trills?
make u feel so godly?
i hope you are sincere this time

2009-05-14T07:26:00.000-07:00

i miss my girls
meet up pretty soon ya
i miss pandan bread with nutella made with love by jinpei by the beach
i too miss my nepaleses
who are overnighting over at rakhi's place now.
i just miss you guys:(

buzznet&glamourkills had a tee design contest which is dued tonight.
i did my submittion
two of it.

ytd badminton session was awesome even thou the rackets gave free coloring to hands

no complaints

except the part where the ankle gave sharp pain

& the part where i accidentally hit Greg

sorry Greg

James was like our badminton coach

so today

hmms something happen at the lab

my circuit's capacitor just burst

giving a loud pop noise

&& the liquid from the capacitor hit james's wrist cause he was seeing if everything was connected

the teacher had to leave us alone at the lab

when it happen

so i dont really know what went wrong for the circuit

so anyhos

night night

2009-05-06T05:51:00.000-07:00

today was plain fun fun fun fun fun fun fun
:)))))
its been pretty long since i played sport
perhaps a few months
so today
i played soccer with my class
fun yaw
except the part of the 50 cent-size blister on my sole of my feet
no fun
thank goodness sue had plasters
or else ahhh
i would have had to skip the captain-ball match
&&& after playing soccer, we went for our class gathering thing
we had the talk thing
there were lots of travels
community service overseas & year3 attachments overseas
i want
ohhhhlalala
so after that we proceed for our captain-ball match
:)))
we were champions
nice jobs guys. we were awesomely united
EC 0902 rocks :O

oh ya do i really look fierce or something like that?
cause someone really like to do reporting with me
no funny ya
i so feel like I'm some officer demanding from cadets
where they have been
very sian man
I'm not like that
i like free & easy
no worries
i know someone is smiling now.v u know who u are

oh oh && that gigolo guy
hes into my friend i guess
gosh
he so not ashame
ask everyone from his class to ask her num
aiyo
so she had to come up with le john hospital
tsk tsk
class boys were so sweet to say u want we bash him up
anyway Dee missed alot of things

so that's all for today
i guess next week then i will post my class picture cause its with pem & I'm bringing my cam soon
off to complete my assignment:)

2009-05-01T07:51:00.000-07:00

oh ya
i forgot the cake

anyway sch being great
awesome classmates

oh there is a captain ball games this wed
im so looking forward

&& there is wolverine
anyone?

2009-05-01T07:32:00.000-07:00

once again pictures update :)))

the other time i went to grandparents place & went snapping
happy looking
Pictures from kampong

Seems familiar?

Grandpa

On 19 april we went out
Pictures from vimi’s party
The best ones

I miss these fringe

<

2009-04-26T08:32:00.000-07:00

strictly thoughts

1.i cut my hair
2.its weird-looking. cause it looks as if i put a bowl & cut it
3.dad got a sweet watch
4.i need my nepalese food soon.anyone?
5.sch ends at 3 tmr:)))
6.perhaps, i will visit aunty & k-shu
7.i kinda miss malaysia
8.grandma & uncle is supplying the hotel for kuehs:)
9.i miss the sugary kuehs
10.im tempted to buy that fossil watch since my current adidas has a few crack
11.i need to send my watch for repair
12.i wanna shop
13.girlfriends!!! lets meet up pretty soon
14.i want to shop
15.i need to save up
16.i want to go out & take pictures
17.i got work on thurs
18.i cant think for now
19.i hope i dont bump into someone in sch
20.im going to bed already

night
:)

2009-04-25T06:43:00.000-07:00

i miss k-shu
i miss akim

2009-04-23T07:21:00.000-07:00

ok ok
its been agessssssss since i updated this

so this week is filled with birthdays:)
first was vimi's
then were nurul's and zack's
tmr will be hanan's

we had a blast last sunday celebrating vimi's :)
pictures another day

schools alright
one thing for sure
the girls are sticking together :))
they are a really fun bunch to hang out
the boys are also pretty alright

i must say that today was the first time we were united
both girls & girls after we were release early from our last class
i kinda like it alot:)))

anyway i do miss sec mates

happy day to yous
off to watch tv

2009-04-16T08:23:00.000-07:00

the perishers-sway
take a listen to them:))

orientation camp was alright:)
pretty alright actually
its better than what i've imagine
there were more dudes than girls

my mum's like an angry thai citizen
when she watching the news

school's going to start in a few days :s

i will post up picture pretty soon

i have always been a dreamer
i have my head among
the clouds
now that i'm coming down
won't u be my solid ground

2009-04-03T10:13:00.000-07:00

today was a weird day
invited to take pictures of the kids
invited for lunch

had the best laugh
hahahahahaha
what only V!!!!
u & auntie ah
tsk tsk
scandalicious jokers la u guys

meet this guy twices
did mini bangra dance

someone feel in love with the apartment
want to marrry somemore
tsk tsk

walk & more walks

coffee bean:)

rush hours

night night night

2009-04-03T10:10:00.000-07:00

Back from Malaysia afew days ago
I couldn’t get tickets to go back sg on Sunday
So I got back on Monday
We were very close to missing the bus back to sg
But thankfully uncle sped his way to Malacca central on time
I pity my cousins who were not strapped cause they were bumping to one another
They made my day by singing
Adorable

In 5 days I have visit
Nilai
Port Dickson
Jonker walk
Dataran
Visit the Bandar hilir at night

So something funny happen when we were going to nilai
There was this firetruck behind us
Uncle being to the kind citizen
He drove to the side of the road
Mind u we were traveling at a high speed
Instead we went into a hole in the floor
We were all like popping popcorns in the car
Crappio
But thankgoodness we were ok

Another funny thing happen when we were are the causeway
Our bus was delayed like for 30 mins
Most bus only wait for 20 mins
But this guy was a special case
He was an indo guy
He was held up at custom
So most of the passengers were thinking a lot of crap
‘he must have not filled the white card’
‘he must be poor not to bride them’
‘he must have gone to blacklisted country’
turns out his name was the same as the guy who escape the detention center
hahaha

so picture time(:
mind the newbie alright
my cousins were awesome models(:
I will post up the ones that are good
This is izul

this amir

notice his lashes
I want

& his lashes too

random moments

MY FAV

JONKER WALK
I still need to improve in taking pictures at night

expensive shit yaw

he was awesome
totally friendly

they lit up the atmosphere

cuteness

old school yaw

its still working

hahahahahahah
don’t tell her

uncle

hes hot(:

spooky

randommy

ikan bilis man

this is anna

FIERCE

sourpatch kids

grandma(:

sweet

2009-03-25T11:12:00.000-07:00

away

2009-03-25T10:12:00.000-07:00

PHOTO RECAPS :)

13 MARCH

SENTOSA DATE WITH SUNNYLESS SUN

JUST ME & MY GIRLS

MISHELL

THINKING FAR

ONLY WE

JINPEI&ZANNA

KISSY KISSY

GROUP PHOTO

ONLY FOR OUR EYES

DEAR GOD

16MARCH

VIMI COMES BACK FROM AUSSY MATE

K-SHU BECOME THE BABY IN THE LIMELIGHT

HEY YOU

SMILES

SHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

MY FAV SHOT

WHO SAID WE DIN DOLL YOUR WALL

NIKHAIL

LOVE

ANUSHKKA SERI

FAMILY PORTRAITS

FATHER & SON

MOJO & ME

21 MARCH

RAINBOW BABYJ

THE MAINE

THEIR SWEET RIDE FOR TWO MONTHS

BUT PAT & GARRETT ARE ILL

GET WELL SOON BOYS

2009-03-19T09:36:00.001-07:00

i don't know if my skin is sunburnt or cooked from ytd swimming
cause its very very very very itchy & not painful
i have been scratching like all day long
i had to opt for singlet today when i went to work since its itchy
&& i opted to go work late cause i didnt want to meet him with the state
im in :(
&&& i saw jass&jo.
sorry guys dint talk much was late for work

tomtom was injured from over-exercising.get well soon
tamtam hasnot been in town for some time.
we are speculating there was a tiff

something around the house is not right
just a feeling perhaps

2009-03-18T08:25:00.000-07:00

SWIMMING
tan in the hot hot hot sun
initially was just us girls with the guys
but only 3 of us came
apparently our organiser overslept*tsk tsk
i gave the girls their picturessss
&& im glad they liked it alot
i really like being tan but the tan getting very itchy
now i gotta go work with singlet:(

THE MAINE
they got their own tour bas
:)))) sweeet
they have already started touring today itself
talking about them
i have already gotten my ap magazine
which i find the cover of them is really highly photoshoped
i really prefer their usual red-noses pictures
mummy put the package on my bed & said something u ordered arrive when i was asleep
its really a nice start for the day:))))
&&& im glad they are taking over the airwaves here :)

take a listen to this
tell it to the volcano
miniature tigers

VIMI
she has gotten me a few sweets things from aussy mate
LOVE it:)))))
thanx & she even gotten the koala bear too
seeing the things
I WANNA GO AUSSY MATE too

SENTOSA
13 march

PICTURES
i really am lazy to upload it
perhaps later

IT FAIR
was alright:)
bought a few things:)
now my workstation is completed:)))))
DSLR,PHOTO PRINTER

2009-03-11T07:56:00.000-07:00

TWO MORE DAYS YAW:))))

IT FAIR is tml
perhaps i can ask for a photo printer:)
&& i still need to call uncle if he still wants the camera

2009-03-10T06:36:00.000-07:00

yippy ya yay:)
cant wait for this friday
firstly cause its been a year since us girls went to sentosa to bake ourselves together:)))
secondly cause i have been waiting for a very long time to go sentosa
thirdly cause its just mishell,jinpei & jo. just us girls with the usual guys
do i need to elaborate more?

&& IM SUPER HAPPY
but im super duper happier cause jinpei is staying longer this time:))

2009-03-09T09:11:00.000-07:00

SICK SICK SICK:(((((

i know its really really really past bedtime
especially when I'm sick & i have to be down for work tml
i probably be nagged if mum finds out

its been awhile since i went online
GIRLS if u see this
DO GO ONLINE so we could discuss this Friday trip to sentosa:)
jinpei-ALL THE BEST YA.
cant wait to see u girls:)

&& im going back to malaysia in two weeks time
just me & mummy
cant wait to see my boys & girls :P

2009-03-03T08:08:00.000-08:00

SUNGAI ROAD ANYONE?
this thurs:)

JO WHEN YOU WANNA GO VIMI'S PLACE?
we can go pasar malam before heading there

IPOD TOUCHY TOUCHY
coolios

AP MAGAZINE IS OUT
3more weeks :(
:) THE MAINE LOOKED HOT
i saw the bits of it at THEMAINE buzznet:)
cant wait

cause its not important to you
just a phrase of daily living
so why bother

2009-03-02T06:53:00.001-08:00

IPOD TOUCH :)

2009-03-01T08:53:00.000-08:00

so vimi is now in the plane to sydney
prolly wide awake
looking for HOT angmoh to tackle
haha

2009-02-25T07:25:00.000-08:00

as the tree entwines together reach out for the sky
if only you knew it babe

today was partly a bad & good day

BAD DAY
1.the medical checkup was an ass
if its lunch hour & u wanna eat say so la
dont say server down.
ASS
2.i had a tiff
3.cause darling little k-shu was the merlion of the day

it was way waaaaaaaaaaaaaaay worse than diana's soybean merlion
thats so last year
anyway dont vomit around me ok
i will get the hell away from you

GOOD DAY
1.my application is partly done :)
better than ytd
2.im going to meet up with my girls tml
3.had a catch with vimi&aunty
4.vimi's bag is finally packed except for a few things
5.dad allows me to go back m'sia alone:) eventhou mum disagree
6.its alright now

IPOD TOUCH OR IPOD VIDEO?

'Cause I know, you know
It can't get much better
Fireworks flyin' whenever we're together
I know, you know, that I know you love me

2009-02-21T07:43:00.000-08:00

im super contented today
cause i got to meet my girls:)))))))))))))))))
eventhou its just for awhile
its worth it after a long long long wait
im really glad eventhou its last minutes cause i lost my phone in the house.
which turns out to be silent & dead stuck under the sofa.
cant wait for friday 13 meetup:))
sentosa baby

plus the maine is on the the cover on the ap

SMILIOS:)
but crap its only available in US & CANADA
but i can have it shipped over.
PLUS i have already ordered it online:)
&& i just order for only one cover when there is 3 covers for april
*crap

&&& the boys never fail to make me happier:)))

JOHNOH

KENNEDY

JARED

GARRETT
ps:can u see the halal sign.hmms,wonder if they are really halal in US

PATTY CAKES

put that aside.
i WANT THIS

:( they dont put up in their gomerch site
its only available at their gigs:(((
bummers
plus that girls do what they want shorts

ANYWAY NIGHTY

One- more thing before I go
Two- the one who loves me so
Three- don't make me count to three again

2009-02-20T09:26:00.001-08:00

LIFES A DIMBO
& IM GETTING BORING BY THE DAY!!!!!

2009-02-13T01:23:00.000-08:00

this is quoted
here we are
all of us basically lone separate creatures just circling each other
all searching for the slightest hints for a real connection
some look at the wrong place
some they just give up hope because in their mind
there is no one there for me
but all of us keep trying over & over again
why?
because once awhile
once awhile 2 people meet
& there's that spark
hes handsome
she beautiful
and maybe that's what they see at first
but love
that when 2 people become 1
it impossible for 2 object to occupy the same space
but whats important is that we try & do it right
we get closer
to what?
to break the laws of physics?
A MIRACLE

happy advance v'day

anyway i will be celebrate v'day in malaysia
not what i expected
:((
i was so looking forward to meeting my girls
to bake ourself at sentosa
:(((((((((((((

two more hours & i will be on my way to malaysia
i have just finish packing my things
i will be back on garrett's bday

eating Mcdonalds, trying to stay healthy* RANDOMO
at least my boys are happy doing their thing :))

2009-02-08T06:07:00.000-08:00

i love turtles*RANDOMY

the boys are now on their flight to NY :)

so i met up Hanan at my workplace ytd
-obsessed button presser
cause she needed to shop
we had our walk around orchard
had our dosage of yumi yogurt:))
catch up alots L**
pics

i really really miss my girls
we are really really really busy with our own life that we don't meet up often
set a date alright
we need to catch up big time
i hear sentosa calling us

COOKIES & MILK:)

2009-02-05T07:51:00.000-08:00

RANDOM POST

i have been working this past few days
very tiring
feels nice to have kaching-ching in the pocket.
so far so good

so the other day i met up with my aunty at little India
to Makan
alamak veg
i cant survive
so this i vow i shall not eat anything veg unless its cooked by vimi's mum cause she cook awesome veg makan
i swear i felt like giving my meal to some random bangla to finish it cause i din want to waste food

mummy & sister are falling ill
& I'm their caretaker these days
GOSH
but its alright

& i plan to make new specs
SOMETHING LIKE THIS

awesome aye?

8 Feb

the boys will be back on the road again touring with WTK
more videos on the road:)))))))))))))))))

watch this
HES GOOD
its super sweeeeeet

georgyporgy love;)

2009-02-01T08:01:00.000-08:00

SMILES
so today is my butter croissant baby's birthday

HAPPY 19 BIRTHDAY PATTYcakes
may u be blessed with love,happiness,more fun,good health & more kickass days

so im posted to electronics,computer & communication eng at nyp
& im appealing to take higher nitec in event management
*fingers crossed
i hope i get into that course

aunty is back from india with some cuts & broken ribs
i've gotten my goods from india :)))
bangles baby

whatelse?
posting results for this year is really pain in the pantat

i love last thursday cause i got a bonus from tom tom :)
its going to my motorbike fund
we had a long soulful talk with mummy

anyway

love zanna XOXOXOXO

PS:can u feel the love?

2009-01-27T07:09:00.000-08:00

this year's Chinese new year ain't that fun as last time
cause there isn't any ahma
it used to be easy for all 93 of us to visit at one place & catch up
now it ain't
we only visited 4th aunty & uncle's in hospital
time really flies since she passed away
i miss those times where we would all gather on CNY & on her b'dae
those yummy vegetarian food
the prosperity soup which i dread cause there isn't any logan in my bowl
those time where she made people into a better person
& miss how she say' wa suda besar lo'
i miss her

mummy once told me that when i was little
ahma used to take hand fulls of goodies to stuff into our pockets
be it the front pocket or the back pocket
all will be filled with goodies
&& how my uncles & aunty would pack us oranges & makan
makes me smile

put that aside
i had my reunion dinner with my 4th aunty & my kor kor
:)

be happy with what u've got cause u cant turn back time

2009-01-25T07:17:00.000-08:00

i had reunion dinner with my cousin
cause he was all alone
cause aunty's in India
haha
so we had kfc for dinner :)
yummy
& it was nice seeing atuk eating cheese fries
it was super nice to talk to him
laughter

I'm getting my bangles prettay soon cause aunty is coming back tml:)

&&& tml is CNY
hong bao baby
nah
I'll be visiting uncle at the hospital cause he's ill

&& to my dear jo & vimi
i didn't want to tell u yet cause its not official yet.
we just got to know each other.
its takes time yaw
when its official, I'll tell u guys
&& u could interrogate him all u want

2009-01-24T06:09:00.000-08:00

i miss my GIRLS

i have yet to give mishell & jinpei their tiaras
&&& i so need my trip to sentosa to bake myself
i SO MISS them
especially mishell laughter &jinpei's smile
set a date to meet ya

&& i also miss them tooo
i have yet gotten my momo yet
anyone wanna join
im meeting annie to makan at Everest kitchen this week i hope
i hope sumo & pabby are settling well in Nepal
mummy asked if i wantd to sent stuff over to Nepal
gosh
&& we made spring roll today
one of their fav makan
:(((((((
&& i still have not gotten the gift pabby sent over
double bummers

check out pat's ear
he hasnt change a single bit
haha
RANDOM

so what i did i do today
i bought a dress for CNY
i know jo & vimi are super happy to read this
they will prolly say we shall make zanna wear it out one day
*tsk tsk

&&& i miss my GIRLS:(

oh gosh
its been a long time since i had butterflys in my tummy
is it a start of something new?
geky nerd:D)

2009-01-22T06:45:00.000-08:00

OMG

the maine is so having an awesome contest
woots man

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im so brain storming for this.
since im jobless
im working on it :)))))))))))))

back to reality
i dint get fight with tomtom cause he was away with tamtam
& mummy is angry with him

i took a walk down memory lane just now
i walked from orchard mrt to grange road to rivervalley area
i used to walk to training ground afew years ago every friday to have training
i missed those times
it feels good to have a long walk all to myself
& to rivervalley area to meet mummy at her boss's place
the guards were bunch of ulatbulu man
yuck
i hope they move out soooooon

&& trip to far east florist was worth it
roses <3

post up the pics another day

well goodnight earthlings
& i loved the talk i had with dad.

2009-01-21T05:56:00.000-08:00

no more me& my disco bola adventure
cause i lost my disco bola
:(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
got to find a replacement

hmmms
what else

ahhh
i was suppose to be on my way back to Malaysia now
but thank goodness I'm still at home
cause dad cant get leave
YAY* oppps
not that i don't like
its only father & daughter trip
no fun cause i have my sister & mother
more reasons to SHOP
i would i do when they are having man talk
ding dang dough

so what else

erm the photo developing shop at central suck big time
bunch of ass
they touch my pic when its still wet
leaving their bloody fingerprint
pantat man
&&& their service
alamak
very very bad
mama said this is what happen when the shop is full of kuantong-s

anyone knows photo developing shop with good customer services??

what else

I'm going to cari pasal with my beloved abang angkat tml
abang angkat=tom tom
ass la seh
must give warning to him
who ask his girlfriend to pandai-pandai clean the place
at least get some $.$

&& my dearest girlf-s tried to match make me with a MALAY dude
:/
alamak disaster in the making
sorry girls
its not that i dont appreciate it but its just plain awkward man
i dont talk much malay
let alone hang out with malay ppl
*no offences ok
im a malay who doesn't hang out with malay

she calls me sweetheart

2009-01-15T07:07:00.000-08:00

olevel results were out on Monday
i know its due very long time ago
so i fared pretty alright
better then last year
I'm very contented with it but i could have done much better

this is just from my heart to people who didn't really fared well
i know how this feels
i have been thru this once
the feeling of being such a failure is big
its always eat into you
its bigger than an obnoxious ego

the choices to make are very very big
the thought of is this right?
should i or should i not?
what are people going to think?
what if i fail again

the only thing in your mind is
I'm such a failure
I'm such a disappointment to the people whom i love & people whom loved me
"How did this night become the enemy
It's over. it's over. it's over."
its just plainly negative thoughts

this transition moment is the biggest step was my most important step in year 2008
firstly breaking the news to my family
how are they going to handle it?
what would my sister think of me?
are they going to be ashame of me?
yes,it the most difficult thing to do
fighting the tears back
& how dad reacted to me
by not talking to me for 3 days
& how mama knew how i fare by the way i studied
& how my parents tried to hide their disappointment
& how my sister yearn to be better student to prevent such thing from happening again

how am i going to cope with criticism & gossip from people?
how am i going to cope with people who look down on me?

secondly going back to school to retake my o's
firstly thought is this wise
2nd- can i cope with my new environment
3rd- who am i going to make friends?

i have learnt a valuable lesson in year 2008
1.the only people who are going thru thick & thin are your love ones
2.friends will come & go as & when they want
only true friends will go thru thin & thick with
3.everyone fall- who doesn't
4.I'm the only one who change the situation
5.PROVE EVERYONE WRONG
6.BE THANKFUL with what u have

the best outcome is
the smile on the love ones when u have made them proud
being happy
coming into term that is part of the the parcel in life.
being a stronger & better person

so here is my advice for YOU
so what if u are the black sheep in the family. if you think of it so much, it will eat u. its OK to be different.DARE TO BE DIFFERENT.
so what if you are being compared with your other cousins? hey! its YOUR future
so what if bitch about u. the first place its YOU & not them going thru ups & down.just take what u like & ignore the bad.
pick up the pieces & move on
TRY & TRY til YOU SUCCEED
negativity is a norm so be prepared to FIGHT your way thru it

i have faith in u guys that YOU can make it big
if you wanna talk to someone, just call me

i know some people are thinking why the hell I'm talking about this
I'm just trying to help people cause i was once like this
i had no-one to turn to talk
so i hope that by doing so, it will help someone.it may make a small impact.
i don't care
i just want people to know that they are not the only one who is going thru this phrase

2009-01-12T10:42:00.000-08:00

i hold on to the pieces that matter to my heart close to me
phobias
my loves
my hate
the sweet moments
the bitter moments
the highs
the lows
be it small or big in detail

im still hold im holding on im barely holding on to u

2009-01-10T07:08:00.000-08:00

wanna join???
lets PARTAY our way around

so hanan suggested we go switzerland when she turns 18.
hell yeah, im want
so what if im 19?
fun has no limits ;)

aunty's off to india
bangles baby!!!
i hope she kick ass there

spot us

poly openhouse were pretty alright
TP-was alright.love the visual com part
NP-was also alright.relive some moments. u know what i mean.outward bound club sounded super cool to me.scale some bukit.i like
RP-was also alright.saw afew of the nationals girls there.they cant recognise me.short hair to long hair.was nice to see them.we had 5 guides.thank you farhan & friends.so not awkward to be around this bunch of guys cause they so not mat-tish at all.rather cool guys.&& its not often i feel comfortable talking with malay guys let alone hang out with them ok.

i really enjoyed myself at RP as we got to tour the school thru a RP student point of view.the shortcuts around school.its have a rather futureristic feel & a good place to do photography.

so many choice too little time.

2009-01-08T07:45:00.000-08:00

O level results are just a few days away
im leaving everything to god's hands

awww
pat's sick & im sick too :((
& he had his fingernails cut
mummy's boy

hmm
what else

sentosa on the 3rd was cancelled
cause i was sick
i wanted so badly to bake myself red on that day
plus jinpei cant make it
ding dang dong man
bummers
lets go there one day girls

talking about sentosa
my netball girls owe me a trip to sentosa
if u are reading netball girls
u still owe me ok since june
remember netball camp?
zanna sentosa?

&& talking about my netball girls
im going to school tml
to help at the cca orientation for my netballers
GOSH
i miss them already

2009-01-04T04:47:00.000-08:00

ding dang dough

new year has already pass
&&& a lot
ALOT!!!!
have already happen

its just 4 days since 2009 began
not a great start to begin
first the Bangkok fire
now the accelerating violence in the east Asia
what is this world becoming into
is this a sign that the world is going to end soon

oh god no
i still have so many things to do before i die
please do lead me the right path to u
amin

so earthlings
lets pray to our individual gods
so that things will get better & not the worse
stop violence in the east Asia
stop bloodshed
stop more innocent lives from being killed
stop more catastrophes from happening
&& start to reconcile.

its the only thing that we can do for now.

ini semuanya kerana tuhan sayang kepada umat-umatnya

2008-12-26T03:35:00.000-08:00

i forgot this
watch this
*SMILES

2008-12-26T02:58:00.000-08:00

alright
recap-done

so christmas eve
i met up with hanan
she was in heels
catch with her was just great
i had a few strand of colored extension while she had purple extension
hotly done :D)

at 7, i met up with vimi & jo to do some last minute shopping
catch up
everyone shopped
jo bought jewelry for vimi & her friends
i bought some book stamps & 3 cooking book for mummy & a cupcake book for myself
vimi bought cookies
for once i gone out felt extra extra extra extra safe at orchard cause there were some many police on duty.
so that butt&boob grabber cant go grobing
*smiles

so this christmas came a day late for me & my family
firstly cause boxing day is mummy b'dae
so we are celebrating it today
secondly cause there will be a feast :)

happy birthday mummy
love u

so tml im off to malacca again:/

When we were in love
Things were better than they are
Let me back into...
Into your arms
Into your arms.